I love her so much it breaks my heart

Usually KayLynn loves the babysitter - whichever it may be on that particular day. Usually, after she has been forced to kiss her momma goodbye, she does a half wave as she peels off her coat to go play with the puppy (I just realised they all have puppies!). I am happy that she is well adjusted and feels safe and happy with her babysitters - really I am. But today it made my heart swell when she wanted to hug me and crawl into my lap. I did the 'good mom' thing, and calmy said goodbye and then left her. I am sure she forgot about me soon and had a wonderful day playing with the Krulishes. However, her kilngyness makes me so thankful that the car needed to go into the shop tomorrow (causing me to take the day off) and because of that I get all day tomorrow with her. Just us. Even if it rains all day, we will have a blast just playin!